The past week has been such a roller coaster of emotions. I guess the gloomy, wet weather of the last 3-4 days has a definite impact in depressing the mood. I remember last Sunday I was looking forward to spending a relaxed Monday which happened to be my birthday as well with friends and family, completely unaware that Monday or for that matter the entire week would pass so against the planned way. Monday morning got the news of a little girl getting burnt by hot oil fighting for her life in the ICU. It affected me very deeply. I was extremely disturbed, hastily calling off all programs of celebrations. Except for the steady phone calls of friends and family calling to wish me, there was nothing nice about the day ( I got my long due payment for some reviews 🙂 )that being the only flicker of happiness. The entire week was occupied with praying for Ana and worrying about her health. Gautam also fell sick with fever in the interim for a day with the terrible temperature fluctuations.

My old maid came back. Then Siddharth who has dust allergy and is extremely vulnerable to colds fell sick with cold and fever since yesterday. Siddharth’s PTA today went beautifully with him becoming very confident even for stage appearances. Gautam’s tantrums continue to trouble, had a tiff with hubby – all in a day’s work. Had some pretty good conversation with my sister reminiscing old memories… Connected with some fond college friends – always feels good. Saw some extra drama on Big Boss and some amazingly close cricket matches.

Don’t know these intricacies of relationships, sometimes one feels it would be so nice to live all alone, live with one’s own flaws and strengths, do what one desires, no expectations, no disappointments, no continuous struggles to keep up with the rat race of life….. life would be so much easier to lead….. Never appreciated the beautiful time spent at my parents’ place before marriage – all fun hardly any responsibility. Caring for one’s own house and family is really so damned hard!

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